Happy Saturday everybody.
There are so many feelings & un-expected things happened on the first week of the new semester.
The sad-ness ( missing home-mum's-cook-boyfriend-bedroom-bff )
The happiness ( meet my crazy-funny-and-never-boring-gegirls )
The shock-ness ( cousin tragically injured due to the accident he had )
The stress-ness ( my college got no water to bath,to pooop,to cook,to take wudhu')
And so many other things but it's LIFE.
I got to go through it willingness-ly.
do you like this place?
I know 90 percent of you-readers will give the 'DISLIKE' answer.
so does me.
I have no experience sleeping or checking-in for 3 days 2 night at there ( hopefully never ) But most of us absolutely got the experience of visiting peoples-relatives-friends there , right? So, while I was visiting my cousin at Hospital Kajang, there is one kind of feeling pop out from my mind - STRESSFUL.
Gosh ! Seriously, they stress me out !
how can you be not stress-full when you got to see the super busy nurses,doctors in white coat,the rescue unit, the guards/security staffs,the 'screaming' ambulance, the panic patient and environment in the hospital ! All of them are not welcoming me well :(
they were exactly like a moving particles ( as shown in the photo below ) that continuously vibrate as they were walking there and there and here - checking their patient. I guess you know how the environment was like.
I told you- I really respect those who are going to be or already being a doctor/nurse cause they are amazing-ly contribute and sacrificed a lot to the society without differentiate-ing the races, religions and others. I don't have the idea how does they enjoy their carriers. Mungkin sebab minat yang mendalam dalam pekerjaan tersebut-nothing impossible !
If it was me - I won't be in the medical field or anything related to the hospital - I really dislike wearing the uniform ( you have to iron and to make sure that the uniform is not comot and compang camping ) and the uniform is plain ( white ) which seems-so-boring-not-colourful-and-whatever.
The hospitals do try to make you feel good with all the good inspiring humorous quotes on the walls, good floral arrangements, aquariums too and let’s not forget the-beautiful-fine-smile that the hospital staff ( except those Indian guard at Hospital Kajang ) puts on when they see you. But I still feels like in a WHITE PRISON.
And another BIGGEST reason why I dislike HOSPITAL - the medicine and the blood. I don't like the smells. It's awful and miserable.
That's why several years ago - I refused to study biology courses.
The only exception to the part of hospitals being a sad place is the MATERNITY WARD where of course new mothers are glowing with shine as they hold their new born babies, as new fathers hold their son/daughter and kiss their wife, as grandparents/friends/family bring in flowers, chocolates, cakes and so on.
im sorry if i did hurt any of you who-loves hospitals.
i didn't mean to hate everything in it but my heart was really not into it.
goodbye and have a nice weekend.