tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-72191432957479338982024-03-13T15:38:15.476+08:00XEYR ALEXANDRIAYou know, when you and I were together, every single atom in my body told me that it was the right thing, that we were a perfect fit.Nur Hazirahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13122812638228304824noreply@blogger.comBlogger93125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7219143295747933898.post-38610584881917209032016-12-30T11:05:00.004+08:002016-12-30T11:05:45.187+08:002016 has come to end.<div style="text-align: center;">
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tomorrow is the last day of 2016.</div>
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and another two weeks to go to my last day as a postgraduate student.</div>
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it might be a long way to go.</div>
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to be able to list down the dreams that I really want is something that I can only did.</div>
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to be able to make the dreams coming out real and exist - I'm counting on it.</div>
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I might not see my path clear but I do believe in Allah's plan.</div>
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He wrote the best story to each of us.</div>
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We should just keep praying.</div>
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We should just keep believing.</div>
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We should just keep trying.</div>
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I deserved all the magics and dreams.</div>
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I'll make sure that 2017 was a brand new year, fresh starts, new chances, new feels, healthier, prettier and all! May Allah bless my journey, families, love, friends and everyone.</div>
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HAPPY NEW YEAR !</div>
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Nur Hazirahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13122812638228304824noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7219143295747933898.post-89654080035619705922016-10-15T22:55:00.003+08:002016-10-15T23:20:17.366+08:00 Products Review.<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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<b>1. Cetaphil Cleanser & Moisturizer</b></span></span><br />
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Just bought it last two days and doesnt give a try yet but well, most of of the review in the google engine 99% gave a POSITIVE feedback. Especially for a problem,oily, acne skin like me. Thats why i wanted to try it after I finish my Himalaya Face Wash.</span><br />
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<b><span style="font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;">2. Aiken Tea Tree Oil Toner</span></b></span><br />
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Why i choose this toner? It superb as it does control my breakout, refined my pores and it has salicylic acid antara salah satu ingredient yang bagus untuk memerangi jerawat!</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">Been using this dua botol dah. Highly recommended sebab murah. Around RM5-6.</span><br />
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<b><span style="font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;">3. Himalaya Purifying Neem Face Wash.</span></b></span><br />
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Dulu dah pakai set himalaya ni. lepas tu gatal tangan tukar yang lain, lepas tu pakai balik lepas muka dah naik teruk last year :( padan muka siapa suruh tak setia kan. this himalaya sangat bagus control muka berjerawat ni dari merebak cuma bila lama-lama pakai muka macam dah immune. Thats why rasa nak tukar Cetaphil !</span><br />
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<b><span style="font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;">4. Organic Vitamin E. </span></b></span><br />
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This pelembab i bought it right after all my pimples gone and tinggal parut. the scars were horrible and i need something to give more radient complexion. and of course for scars-vitamin E is a must! because i heard so many good review about it, so why not. ambik masa yang sangat lama sebab saya pakai tak consistent, and my face felt so moist but BIT OILY AFTER AN HOUR. this is what i hate the most about using moisturizer, semua nya buat muka macam lagi oily but WE NEED MOISTURIZERRRRRRRRR! (please recommend me any good moisturizer yang tak buat kulit minyak, i just think about changing to Neutrogena Moisturizer, what do you think?)</span><br />
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<b><span style="font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;">5. Hiruscar Post Acne</span></b></span><br />
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i love the smell of this product. kind of good and great to fade off the dark spot of my acne scar. I put it at night or morning after washing my face. improvement is there, but for sure IT TOOK TIMES. semua nya kena SABAR DAN SABAR DAN SABAR. okey?</span><br />
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<b><span style="font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;">6. Nixorderm</span></b></span><br />
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THIS PRODUCT MIGHT NOT FAMILIAR. but those who had the experience of having worst skin condition might hear this. most of them said that it is good. Of course it is, my honest review dan pengalaman guna this nixorderm, when you applied it to affected area, it kill your pimple right away! only in one night, your red-big-pimple will shrink and die. AWAS! Kulit might feel the harsh macam pedih sikit , but it doesnt make your skin irritated at all. For a better regime, just put moisturizer once the pimples drying out.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;"><b>7. St, Ives Apricot </b><b>Scrub</b></span></span><br />
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this scrub is special for blemish control. as i think that my face was always breakout and blemish so i bought this.There 's another cool scrub of this brand like green tea (for normal skin to remove blackhead) and one more (i cant remember) - i probably wanna buy them after i finish using this. Anyway, this scrub was amazing and cool! super smooth, soft,freshhhh and boleh rasa kulit sangat lembat2 gitu after i scrub. It also minimizes pores!</span><br />
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<b><span style="font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;">8. Freeman Mint & Lemon Claymask</span></b></span><br />
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actually i fall in love with this freeman mask after i watched some reviews in youtube. they used cucumber peeel-off mask, apricot, charcoal& black sugar and many more ! feels like to buy them all but IM NOT RICH! i need to put a gap evrytime i wanna buy new product. lol. lame! my first time using this mask, i felt so fresh and it leave my skin cleannnnnnn.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;">Instead of my complaining, i am grateful by the way as its good to say the least that i dont have crazy breakouts anymore. EXCEPT THOSE THAT TEND OUT TO POP UP during that time in a month. Apart from using 100 of products, we should remember to HAVE A PLENTY REST, handle STRESS WELL, AVOID PRESSURE, and EXERCISE and DRINK MORE WATER!</span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;">If you guys happened to use the products i mentioned above, leave your comment okay?</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: "helvetica neue" , "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">Alright then.Thats all from me. Good night!</span><br />
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Nur Hazirahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13122812638228304824noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7219143295747933898.post-74197243685656033482016-10-13T10:35:00.001+08:002016-10-13T10:52:44.247+08:00That's me, every day. <h1 class="legacy-title" style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); border: 0px; color: #050504; display: inline; font-family: Roboto, "Helvetica Neue", Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 1.2em; margin: 0px 0px 0.75em; outline: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;">
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<span style="color: #050504; font-family: "roboto" , "helvetica neue" , "helvetica" , "arial" , sans-serif;"><span style="font-size: 14px;"><b><br /></b></span></span><span style="background-color: white; color: #050504; font-family: "roboto" , "helvetica neue" , "helvetica" , "arial" , sans-serif; font-size: 16px;">You wake up, you slowly get out of bed and stretch. You're okay with your body, you're okay with your self, but you're reluctant to check up on how your face is doing. Last night you put on a scrub, a lotion, a cream, you took a pill or anything to try and make those disgusting red spots go away. You look up, tired eyed and wearily into your mirror. Of course, they haven't gone. Yet another day to endure feeling unclean and insecure. </span><br />
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<span style="background-color: white; color: #050504; font-family: "roboto" , "helvetica neue" , "helvetica" , "arial" , sans-serif; font-size: 16px;">Self concious. Acne makes your face feel dirty and unwashed. So what happened to the hours you spent cleaning it? The hair and hands you keep away from your face to avoid worsening the problem. You're cheeks are red and blotchy, your forehead spotty and stingy, or itchy. You're chin,nose and the sides of your face are all plagued by these spots. Acne is the worst. Ever. It's not going to make you depressed but it's enough to make sure you keep your head down at college, to make sure any pictures of you are in a certain light, with a certain distance away from your face. You may not be fat, or going bald or something. But to be able to run your hand over your face and not feel anything, no bumps, no pain. It's all you want. You've tried everything. Literally. </span><br />
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<span style="background-color: white; color: #050504; font-family: "roboto" , "helvetica neue" , "helvetica" , "arial" , sans-serif; font-size: 16px;"><span style="color: #2a2a2a; font-family: "georgia" , serif; font-size: 18px;"><i>I can’t count the number of times I’ve been accidentally lectured by those well-meaning peoples. Trust me, I’m much more disturbed about my physical defects than you are. Unsolicited advice can be humiliating. These days, I keep it to myself because what the hell do I know about another person’s struggle and what they’ve tried and haven’t tried? </i></span></span><br />
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<span style="background-color: white; color: #050504; font-family: "roboto" , "helvetica neue" , "helvetica" , "arial" , sans-serif; font-size: 16px;">That's me, every day. </span><br />
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<span style="background-color: white; color: #050504; font-family: "roboto" , "helvetica neue" , "helvetica" , "arial" , sans-serif; font-size: 16px;">But they will go, we all just have to ignore them as best we can, and stay positive. Acne truly is the worst. When it comes to your face anyway. It's unpleasant but when they've FINALLY gone (and they will go) you'll appreciate your skin ten times more than that girl at school who has never had a single spot on her face.</span><br />
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Nur Hazirahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13122812638228304824noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7219143295747933898.post-77335524137785899752016-09-24T08:28:00.001+08:002016-09-24T08:33:58.363+08:00Master Journey (Part 1)<div class="MsoNormalCxSpFirst" style="line-height: 150%; margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in; mso-add-space: auto; text-align: justify;">
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has been exactly a YEAR I’m doing my master studies, and I have another 4 months to go until February then I will finish everything. I just can’t wait to
have my own carrier my own car, my own house and all. Hopefully Allah does help
me to ease the path of upcoming life. I am way too excited to look forward. I
think I have equipped myself enough with the knowledge and I really hope people
would see me as a useful-great person to be working with. <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "bookman old style" , serif; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 150%;">Along with my journey to get the <b><i>master</i></b>,
I have been gone through a lot of pain, obstacles, and the struggle is real. It
is not about how hard was the education or the complexity of engineering stuff
in a master level but it is a matter of money and life. I finally know how does
it feel when you don’t have any money and you know what? finding money is the
most difficult task. Ever. Universities, colleges or schools doesn’t teach you
how to survive but they just give you the theoretical knowledge that you can
use to your future. From the knowledge, you can make money and think by
yourself. <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "bookman old style" , serif; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 150%;">I am 24<sup>th</sup> years old this year. Many of my
friends getting hitched, married and engaged. While I am still the same girl
with the PTPTN loan holder, 40K $ debt of PTPTN need to be settle, cooking
skill not master, body shape still skinny, pimples all over the surface of my
skin and yeah. I kinda hate myself now, but God knows how blessful I am
supposed to feel. Thinking about married is a major NO right now.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "bookman old style" , serif; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 150%;">During my first semester of master, I worked at
Dakwah Corner Bookstore in PJ, about two months but I was way too exhausted so
I quit. It was very far from my college and I have to walk, take a bus, take a
KTM, take LRT, then WALK again and again. Sometimes I cried. Because I’m tired.
I couldn’t study at night. I think it will affect my result so I resign as soon
as study week is approached. As the stressful environment heat me up, my weight
reduced, my face was getting really worse with the severe acne prone like I
couldn’t imagine how bad it is. People who see me, will ask me what happen to
your FACE. And I just say, Product Mistake perhaps. I ignored my skin actually
because you know what <b>I DON’T HAVE MONEY
TO BUY THINGS-TO MEET DOCTORS-TO BUY MEDICINE OR TO BUY ANY DRINK TO HEAL THE
ACNE</b>. I don’t give a DAMN about it and I let them grow happily and walk
with the scary face without any feeling. I am kinda GAVE UP. Then, I took exam,
sit for VIVA, and pass with flying color, Alhamdulillah. Two month semester
break, I clean up my face.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "bookman old style" , serif; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 150%;">Second semester started in March and I decided to
apply PTPTN because I don’t want to burden my father with the fees. At the same
time, I am trying to work anywhere I found the advertisement, I pray to God a
lot, I email to every kindergarten for weekend job. I successfully get the PTPTN
loan about 7K. I work one day at the stall in Zaba Cafe to balut popia about
300 pieces, they paid me very little but I am happy to get the RM18 salary per
day! And early April, I got a part time job as a TUTOR. I was very excited and
thankful; Allah does hear me. MasyaAllah. I love teaching but the skill is not
there. My student name is Alin. His father pays me RM30 per hour. In a month, the salary was more than enough to buy me food!<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "bookman old style" , serif; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 150%;">Second semester was quit happier, easier than
semester one as I got the salary from my part time tutor-job, got PTPTN loan, got Zakat UKM, and my parents
gave me a motorcycle to go to a class and work. Plus, there is no master
project so I seem relax and eat without thinking my money will decrease. I hate
the moment when I have to stop myself from buying food because I need to cut
down my money. I hate how I should eat less in a day and that’s why I buy many
foods as I want when I’m in sem 2. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "bookman old style" , serif; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 150%;">I pass the semester with a very flying colours of result am so thankful. Alhamdulillah. It was kind of my first time ever getting the best result out of my life. Big achievement! What about semester 3? I will continue
writing after I finish my semester 3 later! I am now in week 3 of my last semester.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "bookman old style" , serif; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 150%;">The journey was amahzingggg! Happy weekend!</span></div>
Nur Hazirahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13122812638228304824noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7219143295747933898.post-31986360086555598942016-09-23T12:59:00.001+08:002016-09-23T13:07:14.805+08:00Daily Supplement - Routine.Hello readers! Happy friday. Have you read Al-Kahf today?<br />
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My updates today will be about my daily supplement routine, which mean, the description on what i eat everyday to obtain the good skin, and health and all! been a year since my skin (face) experienced the HORROR EPISODE when i have such a bad acne.<br />
ALHAMDULILLAH now its better. the healing process took time.</div>
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day by days, i did a lot of research and read so many things from so many sources (yang dipercayai)</div>
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on how to take care of my sensitive skin. </div>
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<u><b>Morning</b></u></div>
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Before my breakfast i will take these things:</div>
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1. Jus Delima (satu sudu) - <i>For energy, avoid tired-ness and cleaning my blood</i></div>
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2. Madu (satu sudu kecil) + habatussauda - <i>for my brain and enhance the efficiency of memorising</i></div>
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After heavy breakfast:</div>
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1. VCO (virgin coconut oil-1 capsule) - <i>for better skin, avoid production of pimples</i></div>
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2. Vitamin C Shaklee (1 biji)- <i>for an extra antibody to prevent cold,flu and fever and also for a brighter skin, it kinda protect the skin from sunrays.</i></div>
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*note that every supplement should consume after a meal for best absorption and less stomach irritation. this is PARTICULARLY IMPORTANT!</div>
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NO SUPPLEMENT TAKEN.</div>
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After early dinner around 7pm, I took VCO 1 Capsule (because i need to take VCO twice daily)</div>
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1. minum green tea - it is for clear skin but in the same time dia reduce weight! so tak ambik setiap malam pun sebab tak nak kurus :( (my current bmi was below 16 you know UNDERWEIGHT!!!)</div>
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2. Bella Sinus C60 (2 biji)</div>
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before i sleep, i took Bella Sinus C60 for curing my alahan RESDUNG. it works really well! sangat recommended sebabnya hilang semua kegatalan hidung, bersin dan ketidakselesaan pada hidung,kepala semua. dah 3 botol aku consumed. </div>
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Terima kasih sebab baca. Till we meet again guys. Later, I will update about the product used to disminish my acne and scars.</div>
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Nur Hazirahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13122812638228304824noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7219143295747933898.post-9258969975222310472016-08-02T11:12:00.003+08:002016-08-02T11:12:54.498+08:00Hello Readers.hi.<br />
I just wannna say.<br />
I'm still kicking and alive!<br />
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Pray for my future pretty please. May Allah ease me.<br />
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love,<br />
Nur Hazirah.<br />
UKM, August 2016.Nur Hazirahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13122812638228304824noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7219143295747933898.post-68237053240315402352016-05-16T15:13:00.002+08:002016-05-16T15:18:11.006+08:00Anxiety, Insecurity and Jealousy<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">hello readers.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif;">Have you ever realize that moment when anxiety, insecurity and jealousy attacked you?</span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif; line-height: 25.6px;">Through my experiences, it have been more than 5 years dealing with this suck feelings.</span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif; font-size: large; line-height: 25.6px;">I have come to learn that this instinctive emotion is merely trying to protect our ego, </span><br />
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<span style="line-height: 25.6px;">Our mind is at work protecting us in the comforts of our little cocoon shell. </span></span><br />
<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif; font-size: large;"><span style="line-height: 25.6px;">But </span><em style="border: 0px; box-sizing: border-box; line-height: 25.6px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;">to what benefit does it serve??</em></span><br />
<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif; font-size: large; line-height: 25.6px;"><i>Nothing. At all.</i></span><br />
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<span style="line-height: 25.6px;">In relationships, this emotion is so pervasive and instantaneous that people fail to take time, step back and evaluate it. It breaks communication, compassion and damages relationships. </span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif; font-size: large; line-height: 25.6px;">I know that I have been jealous and I am intimately aware of the impact it can have on a relationship. When we are in a state of jealousy, we are operating in a state of instinctual survival mode. We are acting out of scarcity. In this state, we are irrational and the only thing we can think about is <span style="font-size: small;">ourselves. </span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif; font-size: large; line-height: 25.6px;">We fail to consider the feelings and impact of our behavior on other people. But when we operate from a place of abundance, we unleash the human spirit, think compassionately towards others. We can free ourselves from negative emotions.</span><br />
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<span style="line-height: 25.6px;">JEALOUSY IS JUST A LACK OF SELF-CONFIDENCE.</span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">but over the years, i have really reduced this annoying behaviour. and yeah i am laughing out loud to my own self for being silly stupid girl like what had the photos above describe >.< hahaha!</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">I found some useful tips on how to eliminate this sick-feeling. I know i can't even cure this disease by seeing doctor. It is in me, I-myself must find out the root cause, the best preventive way to handle this insecurities jealousy and anxiety that eventually kill my happiness.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">1. <span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="line-height: 25.6px;">By practicing this,</span><span style="color: #3b4b59; line-height: 25.6px;"> “</span><a href="http://www.stevepavlina.com/blog/2007/09/overcoming-jealousy/" style="border-bottom-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); border-bottom-style: solid; border-bottom-width: 1px; box-sizing: border-box; color: #e9446e; line-height: 25.6px; outline: 0px; text-decoration: none; transition: 0.3s ease;">you can move beyond the ego’s perspective and see reality from the perspective of a higher consciousness</a><span style="color: #3b4b59; line-height: 25.6px;">.””</span><em style="border: 0px; box-sizing: border-box; line-height: 25.6px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;">To overcome jealousy, just see how the jealousy came into your system, just analyze the sequence of thoughts and emotions in your system and then undo it by reasoning out the whole process with your intelligence.” </em></span><span style="line-height: 25.6px;">— Swamiji Nithyananda</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif; font-size: large;"><span style="line-height: 25.6px;">3.</span><span style="border: 0px; box-sizing: border-box; line-height: 25.6px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px; vertical-align: baseline;"><b>Write It Out.</b> </span><span style="line-height: 25.6px;">I’ve always found it helpful to think on paper. By writing down your thoughts, it gives you an opportunity to express yourself, but also lays your options out clearly on paper. It’s like seeing the city from an airplane, you have a clearer vision of the big-picture. Ask yourself “<i>Why do I feel this way?”</i> Write out all your reasons out on paper. Write without editing, jot down anything that comes to mind.</span></span></div>
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<span style="line-height: 1.6;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif; font-size: large;"> -Is what you are feeling or doing creating any benefits for anyone involved? If it doesn’t feel very good and it’s not helping you, then does it make sense to continue feeling this way?</span></span></div>
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<span style="line-height: 1.6;"><span style="font-family: "trebuchet ms" , sans-serif; font-size: large;">and you can read more in this article written by Tina Su (9 Ways to overcome Jealousy)</span></span></div>
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thinking that your mum and dad has getting old.</div>
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when knowing them getting sick.</div>
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a little things i noticed-sign of aging.</div>
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i just can't wait to make them like a KING and QUEEN.</div>
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i just can't wait to let them DO NOTHING.<br />
to stop them from finding money.</div>
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so dear Allah, please hear my prayer.</div>
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to let them live healthier.</div>
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and longer.</div>
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don't let them old.</div>
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nothing significant- just enough to remind,</div>
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that clock is running out.</div>
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Hazirah.</div>
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Nur Hazirahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13122812638228304824noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7219143295747933898.post-51026617034767348272016-03-20T23:02:00.001+08:002016-09-23T13:11:31.194+08:00The Battle: My Acne-Prone Skin.<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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<span style="font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;"><b style="text-align: center;"><u>MAY 2015:</u> </b><span style="text-align: center;">May punya gambar takda yang zoom in semua yang nampak macam tak berjerawat. hmm i wonder why !</span></span></div>
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<b style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;"><u>JUN 2015: </u></span></b><span style="font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif; text-align: center;">masa ni tengah struggle buat thesis DEGREE susah tahap dewa, dagu area paling banyak dan sepah. sebab hari hari minum nescafe!</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "arial" , "helvetica" , sans-serif;"><span style="background-color: white; line-height: 25.2px;">eventhough there r so many of my friends were 'shock' when they meet me, and some of the lecturer even ask me " why muka awak makin teruk ni " and my classmate from Iran also ask me straightawayyyy with questions "do you meet a doctor for your skin?" </span></span><br />
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Nur Hazirahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13122812638228304824noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7219143295747933898.post-61467526560312010552016-02-04T17:39:00.002+08:002016-02-04T17:39:52.349+08:002016.Hi. Its February 2016.<br />
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Dear online diary, a lot of beautiful, sad, poor, amazing, awesome, peak moment, and unforgetful memories happened last year. With the humble-ness i would like to say thanks, Alhamdulillah for everything.<br />
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1. my grandmother had passed away early March 2015 and it was the deepest pain i have ever felt in my entire life. (Al-fatihah)</div>
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4.i was successfully graduated from UKM in Bachelor Degree with Honours (Manufacturing Eng,) last November and the convocation day was great.</div>
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5. im engaged! ok lied.</div>
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Thats the summarization of the whole last year that i remembered the most. and maybe some of the definition of happiness that i embraced couldn't be written here. </div>
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p/s: i had such a nightmare when my no so flawless skin (my face) has become WORSE lepas silap pakai produk skincare local ni. disebabkan salah sendiri tak menyabar dan tak bersyukur dengan condition kulit yang sebelum ini okay (tapi tetap cakap tak okay) now it's bad. still in a process of recovering. i will post about my skin when i got time. alhamdulillah after one month, the pimples gone. cuma tinggal PARUT besar besar. anyone knows anything to do with the scars?</div>
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<br />Nur Hazirahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13122812638228304824noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7219143295747933898.post-67162052796988804592015-09-08T10:51:00.002+08:002015-09-08T10:51:23.452+08:00Guilty.sometimes.<div>
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helping father mother to find money.</div>
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for chasing my own dream.</div>
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for the easiness and calmness.</div>
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Nur Hazirahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13122812638228304824noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7219143295747933898.post-38755704691658583412015-08-14T19:27:00.001+08:002016-12-30T18:19:49.629+08:00Master Offer.<div style="text-align: center;">
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At first, my application is rejected since I have just finish my degree last Jun. </div>
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Last year i did apply the master program at Manchester University and got the un-conditional offer from them on February. But the Mara-Scholar is wayyy too late for me and friends to apply since the intake is on September. We're running out of money. We dont have an extra money for the preparation of VISA, FLIGHT, FEES and lastly-we-have-to-forget-about-it and yaaa continue this life as a normal-boring-human-ever.<br />
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But what makes me stress right now is finding the scholarship and the-whatever-shit-money-that-i-need-really-a-lot! And for sure I have to (again) use my bapak's money to pay the fees before I get the money from the scholar-organization. </div>
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The un-stable feeling is scattered all over the places. </div>
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I think my life now is at the craziest its ever been.</div>
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Because I felt useless to my beautiful parents. Am I the ever useless daughter ? Hmmmmm I knew they were quite proud of me, willing to give me money and support me a lot to STUDY but some of the times I was mentally down & deeply hurt like hello I don't know how to describe it. Just take me to somewhere please where I can be alone and skip this life for A WHILE ? No. I shouldn't say like this. I shouldn't. I must pay my parents kindness and sacrifices by working really hard. (damn ninjas cutting onion)</div>
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Hopefully I get the scholar because it took some quite tough effort for me to apply it. May Allah ease my way, my niat and my journey of being someone that I really want. May Allah give me chances to pay back ALL OF MY PARENTS good deed, for what they have sacrificed for me and siblings :(</div>
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I'm glad to announce that-finally-I-had-finish my degree last month. After submitted my thesis, I packed my things and went back home (after almost 3 month i'm not going home!) That great feeling though. But after two weeks, I started to worry AGAIN about what I am going to do for the next phase of ma life. You know, either I want to work as an engineer or pursuing my study for one year or whatever.</div>
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Nur Hazirahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13122812638228304824noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7219143295747933898.post-4956958206630946072015-02-22T20:19:00.000+08:002015-02-22T20:22:56.595+08:00Grateful.<div class="MsoNormal">
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Such a loveable voice he had. But i am here not to highlight on him. I was just
pretty excited to share that I already got the offer from one of the university
that i really wanna go. Alhamdulillah<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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Tatkala aku bersuka ria menatap TV di ruang tamu rumah.</div>
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Tatkala itu <b>satu perasaan</b> timbul tidak semena seperti mencemburui kesenangan aku pada saat itu.</div>
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menjerumuskan aku ke sini * tadaaaaaaaaaaada *</div>
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Sebenarnya bukan cuma satu perasaan yang muncul di benak pemikiran aku tetapi -- berjuta perasaan.<br />
Dan perasaan dimaksudkan aku adalah kerisauan dan ketidaktahuan-lah-nak-gambarkan-bagaimana.<br />
Terhadap apa?<br />
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bukan lagi kisah cinta.<br />
tapi<br />
kisah Projek Ilmiah aku sebagai pelajar tahun akhir.<br />
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Aku kusut.<br />
Aku bingung.<br />
Aku serabut.<br />Aku termenung.<br />
Aku sambung kusut.<br />
Aku kutip bingung.<br />
Aku kelam kabut.<br />
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Walau realiti nya aku bertopengkan wajah tenang setenang air di kali. ( eh ? betul kah peribahasa ni?)<br />
Aku mengaku aku banyak komplen (complain) dan banyak meluahkan this-never-ending-feeling berbanding aku cuba untuk mengatasi dan mencantas menangkas serta menawan masalah yang aku hadapi.<br />
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Alkisahnya.<br />
Aku punya projek ilmiah a.k.a THESIS (or whatever you call it)<br />
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Hal ini merupakan salah satu sebab kenapa benda tu menghantui aku----- sampai ke rumah.<br />
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I was like ' <i>hello thesis can we stay apart and get separated for a while until i come back to UKM?"</i><br />
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"<i>You know what all the science people do? They only study and learn and understand what already exist in this world. They explore the nature of life."</i></div>
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Satu benda aku nak cakap bagi kat hangpa.</div>
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you have to endure with it and get ready to bear with it no matter how complicated was it.</div>
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Aku berhenti menaip.<br />
Bererti aku mahu tidoq.<br />
Selamat malam. Moga aku bangkit dan serap azam serta semangat baru.<br />
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Zirah.<br />
Pendang.Kedah.<br />
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Hello and Hi.</div>
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Since this is my first post on 2015,</div>
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I would like to remind you to not to get bored with my post cause it might be - a very - long - story (padahal nobody will read this post)</div>
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blog ni dah berhabuk dan berkarat * sembur anti-rust sikit* </div>
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kerana tuan blog terlalu tidak punya masa nak login blog </div>
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dan tidak punya masa memikirkan ayat power untuk dikarang didalam blog.</div>
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the faster way of expressing my feelings in form of words and photos (nowadays) </div>
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adalah melalui wechat status,and instagram.<br />
thats the reason why i am slowly forgetting you, my dear blog.</div>
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so, ya i still remember the first time of using this blog. i was about 20 years old. back to 4 years ago :) tak banyak benda yang berubah dalam blog ni hihihihihihi still the same-clumsy-girl with a big dream and her-40 kilogram of weight . eh ?</div>
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im home now. spending my time with lovely families since i was not home for about 6 month. why ? because last semester break, i have to rent a house and stay with my friends at Shah Alam to do my internship ( about 3 month) there. </div>
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I only went back home for at least 3-4 days during hari raya last year, and when my father was sick last month ( which is actually-the last-year-also). I found that it was not kinda hard to be far from my family as i get used to it since i was 14 years old. I am not having any syndrome called- HOMESICK- anymore.</div>
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Currently, i m the final year student and i was not very sure either I should loudly shout "YEAYYY" or should be sad. I love studying though it was totally bored sometimes, totally tired and feels like giving up in the middle of the semester. </div>
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Sebagai pelajar tahun akhir. sukacita saya luahkan - it was AMAZING. do not define amazing in a form of happiness only okay ? hehehehehe. </div>
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I dont want to tell you how susah was it, or how interesting was it. Because evrybody had their own experience. And i only wish the best for my UPCOMING- LAST-SEMESTER. hopefully i can perform well, complete my thesis successfully , pass the results with flying colours, and FINALLY HOLD MY DEGREE SCROLL DURING MY GRADUATION DAY !!!!! </div>
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Amin.</div>
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And ya i would like to tell you that i have another site of blog that I register when i was doing my internship. Here it is ------> <a href="https://xeyralexandria.wordpress.com/">https://xeyralexandria.wordpress.com/</a></div>
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that I got a chance to write in this post about my-internship-stories, I am
pretty glad (hehehe). Of course I have been SO SO SO busy and tired. Or maybe I
just made myself busy with the new stuff and the new changes that happened to
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peoples there and the places, I have so many mixed feelings. My head filled
with thousands of questions. Don’t misunderstand cause THE QUESTION IS NOT ABOUT
THOSE ENGINEERING STUFF. All the questions in my head are actually:<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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can they work with that stressful atmosphere every day? Every week, every month
and every year?</span></li>
<li><span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%; text-indent: -0.25in;"><span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman'; font-size: 7pt; line-height: normal;"> </span></span><span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%; text-indent: -0.25in;">How
would they being so enjoyable?</span></li>
<li><span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%; text-indent: -0.25in;"><span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman'; font-size: 7pt; line-height: normal;"> </span></span><span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 14pt; line-height: 115%; text-indent: -0.25in;">How
come they can manage to handle their family business while they only have time
at night w them, and only Sunday is a holiday?</span></li>
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they were so strong and passionate?</span></li>
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Nur Hazirahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13122812638228304824noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7219143295747933898.post-78498874530200189012013-11-02T21:14:00.000+08:002013-11-05T10:53:21.623+08:00alone.<br />
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i hate being alone.<br />
it makes me feel empty.<br />
doin nothing and it is totally boring.<br />
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everyone is going back to their hometown for the midsem break.<br />
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p/s :<span style="font-family: inherit;"> </span><span style="background-color: white; color: #282828; line-height: 24px;"><span style="font-family: inherit;">Giving up something the heart adores is one of the hardest battles we ever have to fight</span></span><span style="background-color: white; color: #282828; font-family: 'Droid Sans', Arial, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 24px;">.</span><span style="background-color: white; color: #282828; font-family: inherit; line-height: 24px;">Instead of being a slave to Allah, such a person will become a slave to his own desires. Slavery to anything other than Allah is the most painful sort of oppression-- Yasmin Mogahed</span>Nur Hazirahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13122812638228304824noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7219143295747933898.post-11140824077546088902013-10-29T20:44:00.002+08:002013-10-29T20:44:44.691+08:00if my life were a day.<br />
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you are the moment before the sun sinks into the horizon.<br />
the transient light-the glittering hues set against the fading , fading sky.<br />
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until i left only with the moon to refract your light.<br />
and in your absence ---- the stars to guide me ----- steadily into the dark.<br />
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<br />Nur Hazirahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13122812638228304824noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7219143295747933898.post-37767089004765137592013-10-28T20:24:00.001+08:002013-10-28T20:48:16.475+08:00dreami have my own dream.<br />
everyone also own their dreams.<br />
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i dont know where's the idea or the desire of want-to-study-abroad- comes from but i really really teringin to pursue my master dekat oversea. i 've googled everything bout it.<br />
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master.<br />
cuma satu tahun.<br />
tapi aku tahu aku takmampu.<br />
sebab itu aku nak jadikan mimpi aku ini sebagai satu 'dorongan' baru untuk aku ' bangun' semula.<br />
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my UNIVERSITY has a double-degree-programme at German for mechanical engineering( the major)<br />
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maybe.<br />
lepas aku dapat pengalaman kerja dulu.<br />
aku akan sambung belajar master insyaALLAH.<br />
tiada yang mustahil dalam menuntut ilmu.<br />
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cuma perlukan usaha-duit-masa serta kekuatan.<br />
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moga Allah redha.<br />
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moga Allah bantu.<br />
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di setiap perjalanan aku memburu ilmu. amin :)<br />
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Nur Hazirahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13122812638228304824noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7219143295747933898.post-61112061216807770292013-10-22T20:52:00.000+08:002013-10-22T20:52:50.524+08:00blessed.i just wanna say that i am blessed and happy to have my friends ( good & nice friends ) around me.<div>
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terima kasih tuhan . </div>
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di atas nikmat yang diberi.</div>
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terima kasih tuhan . </div>
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kerana memberi aku kawan-kawan yang menyenangkan hati dan selalu memahami.</div>
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Nur Hazirahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13122812638228304824noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7219143295747933898.post-47146528108343458822013-10-11T17:12:00.001+08:002013-10-11T17:18:40.548+08:00LOOKING FOR GOD.The truth is, when we thought we were looking for a good husband or a good wife or a good job or a lot of money or a lot of fame, we were really just looking for God. So it’s no wonder that we got disappointed when the husband, the wife, the job, the money or the fame didn’t fill our need—or our emptiness.<br />
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Even that emptiness itself was created for a purpose: To drive us to fill it. The problem is we try to fill it with the wrong things. Everything inside us was created to enable our journey to find the true fill, to find Him.<br />
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Ironically even shaytan and the nafs—if reacted to correctly—can become a means to reach Him. Shaytan and the nafs are our enemies. True. But how can we protect ourselves from them? Can the people help? Can money help? Can worldly power or weapons help protect us from our greatest enemies? Where is the *only* shelter from both shaytan and our nafs? The only shelter is in Allah. It’s like sending a storm to push us to the only refuge.<br />
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<b>To push us to Him (azza wa jal).</b><br />
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Even your sins can be used to push you to God. After all, who else can forgive you for them? Where else can you find shelter from the storm and horror of your own sins? Who else can take care of them and erase them and even transform them into good deeds?<br />
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Your fears can also be a means. When you’re scared, who else can protect you? Who else can give you comfort and safety, when you’re stranded in the middle of an ocean? When you’re poor, who else can provide? When you’re sad, who else can pull you up? When you’re broken, who else can mend your heart and your life? Who else can give life to what’s dead? Who else can cure you? Who else can save you? When you’re lost, who else can guide you?<br />
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Who else?<br />
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You thought the storm, the ocean, the fear, the sadness, the mistakes, the loss, the brokenness was all bad for you. But really it was only a means.<br />
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It was all a vehicle to make you seek Him.<br />
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To bring you back. To bring you back to completion, to happiness, to life.<br />
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To bring you back to where you began. To bring you back to all that you really seek.<br />
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<b>To bring you back to Him.</b><br />
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P/S : the writer of this article that i have copied is ---- Yasmin Mogahed ( an inspiring ,amazing writer ) i wish to have her book--- Reclaim Your Heart . i love her way , her words in making people 'wake up'.<br />
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<span style="background-color: white;">Peringkat-peringkat nafsu yang saya senaraikan mengikut aturan tingkatannya:</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white;">i. Nafsu ammarah</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white;">ii. Nafsu lawwamah</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white;">iii. Nafsu mulhamah</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white;">iv. Nafsu mutmainnah</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white;">v. Nafsu radhiah</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white;">vi. Nafsu mardhiah</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white;">vii. Nafsu kamilah</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; font-size: 14px;">Kita mesti berjuang melawan nafsu itu hingga ia mahu tunduk sepenuhnya pada perintah Allah iaitu paling minima,<b> nafsu mutmainnah</b>. Nafsu mutmainnah ada pada orang yang memiliki iman ayan. Di peringkat inilah sahaja kita akan dapat menyelamatkan diri daripada seksaan Neraka. Ini dinyatakan sendiri oleh Allah SWT dengan firman-Nya: </span></div>
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<i style="background-color: white;"><strong style="font-size: 14px;">“Hai jiwa yang tenang (nafsu mutmainnah), kembalilah pada Tuhanmu dengan hati yang puas lagi diredhai-Nya. Maka masuklah ke dalam jemaah hamba-hamba-Ku. Dan masuklah ke dalam Syurga-Ku.”</strong><span style="font-size: 14px;"> (Al Fajr: 27-30)</span></i></div>
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<span style="background-color: white;">Nasib kita hari ini umpama anak ayam kehilangan ibu. Tiada yang akan memandu kita melalui jalan kebaikan yang ingin kita tempuhi. Meraba-rabalah kita. Tetapi bagi orang yang mempunyai keazaman yang kuat untuk membersihkan jiwanya, dia tidak akan kecewa hanya kerana tiada orang yang boleh mendidik dan memimpinnya. Ia akan sanggup berusaha sendiri demi kesempurnaan diri dan hidupnya, sekadar yang termampu.</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white;">Untuk jelasnya dibuat beberapa contoh, cara membersihkan hati yang jahat :</span></div>
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<strong style="background-color: white;">Contoh 1: Rasa Bakhil</strong></div>
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<span style="background-color: white;"><span style="font-size: 14px;">Firman Allah SWT: “</span><em style="font-size: 14px;">Siapakah yang mahu meminjamkan kepada Allah pinjaman yang baik, maka Allah akan melipat gandakan (balasan) pinjaman itu untuknya dan dia akan memperolehi pahala yang banyak</em><span style="font-size: 14px;">.” (Al Hadid: 11)</span></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white;">Sifat takabur (sombong) adalah mazmumah yang wajib sangat dikikis segera. Kalau tidak ia akan menutup semua jalan-jalan kebaikan yang mungkin dibuat oleh seseorang itu. Hampir semua dari kita ada sifat ego atau sombong ini. Untuk membuangnya, amat susah sekali. Imam Ghazali ada berkata bahawa sifat ego itu hampir-hampir mustahil dapat dibuang semuanya dari jiwa manusia. Ada ulama sufi berkata, setelah melakukan latihan melawan hawa nafsu, sifat mazmumah yang paling akhir sekali keluar dari dirinya ialah kibir, sombong atau ego.</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white;">Jadi Allah sebut orang yang hatinya baik, dia akan berjaya atau menang dalam hidup. Berjaya di dunia dan berjaya di Akhirat. Mendapat kemenangan di dunia dan mendapat kemenangan di Akhirat. Sebaliknya, kalaulah hati seseorang itu sudah rosak, hatinya kotor hingga mazmumahnya subur, mahmudahnya kurus, maka hati yang kotor itulah yang akan mengecewakan manusia di dunia lagi. Hidupnya lintang-pukang, haru-biru, tidak ada kasih sayang, tidak ada kemesraan, selalu bergaduh, bergeseran dan krisis hingga membawa peperangan. Maka dengan kerosakan itu tidak ada lagi keamanan di dunia ini. Ini semua adalah hasil atau kesan daripada roh atau jiwa atau hati yang tidak dibersihkan. Akibatnya gagallah hidupnya walaupun dia seorang kaya, seorang raja, seorang pembesar atau seorang alim. Orang yang gagal di dunia, akan gagal di Akhirat. Orang yang kecewa di dunia, akan kecewa di Akhirat. Di Akhirat terjun ke Neraka.</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white;">Rasa takut yang menguasai hati akan bertindak dalam berbagai bentuk mengikut suasana yang dihadapi. Contohnya, takut jin, takut harimau, takut ular, takut penjahat, takut miskin, takut orang kata, takut menegakkan kebenaran, takut maksiat dan takutkan Allah.</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white;">Di antara rasa-rasa takut yang disenaraikan di atas, ada rasa takut yang dilarang syariat dan ada pula rasa takut yang disuruh syariat. Perlu diketahui bahawa kedua-dua jenis takut ini tidak mungkin mengisi hati manusia dalam satu masa. Kalau rasa takut yang dilarang syariat ada dalam hati, maka rasa takut yang disuruh syariat, tidak akan bertapak di hati. Sebaliknya kalau takut yang disuruh syariat mengisi ruangan hati, maka hilanglah pula rasa takut yang dilarang syariat.</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white;">Tujuan melawan hawa nafsu yang dianjurkan syariat adalah untuk membuang segala rasa takut yang dilarang, untuk diganti dengan rasa takut yang disuruh. Kemuncak rasa takut yang dikehendaki syariat ialah rasa takutkan Allah, dengan erti takutkan segala azab yang dijanjikan oleh Allah di dunia apalagi di Akhirat.</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white;">membersihkan roh itu amat penting sekali bahkan diwajibkan yakni dengan cara mempelajari ilmu rohaniah atau ilmu mengetahui tentang sifat-sifat roh atau hati. </span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white;">Roh itulah hakikat diri manusia. Ia adalah penentu baik atau jahatnya seseorang itu. Oleh itu bila roh manusia baik, ertinya manusia itu kembali kepada hakikatnya iaitu bersifat seperti manusia.</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white;"> Kalau rohnya diabaikan hingga penuh dengan sifat mazmumah, maka dia tidak kembali kepada hakikatnya. Walaupun rupanya manusia tetapi sifatnya mungkin haiwan atau mungkin syaitan.</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white;">Begitulah pentingnya roh atau hati dalam Islam. Begitu penting mempelajari ilmu rohani supaya kita tahu tentang sifat-sifat roh itu. Yang mahmudahnya hendak kita suburkan manakala yang mazmumahnya hendak kita tumpaskan dan dicabutbuangkan. </span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white; font-size: 14px;">p/s : i am not that good or strong enough to be a perfect muslimah ,and because i know i am weak --- nobody can help yourself to be a better person except YOU YOURSELF---- must not giving up and must try so hard to clean your heart, delete the darkness and everything that haunted yourlife, your peaceness. i found the above article dengan tidak sengaja nya dan rasa nak kongsi :) may Allah give us HIDAYAH and give us His bless, every moment in our life .</span></div>
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Nur Hazirahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13122812638228304824noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7219143295747933898.post-87607986043889911122013-10-05T20:27:00.001+08:002013-10-05T20:27:56.013+08:00another long weekend.hai guys.<br />
today was saturday and i felt like -masa sangat lambat berlalu.<br />
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and tomorrow is Sun-day which is also---- another boring day for me.<br />
how i wish my home is near to my UNI. so i can come back home -always.<br />
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but i there is something that i wanna share :)<br />
last wednesday night ( 2th of October ) <br />
me and my lovely classmates went for a dinner at MURNI RESTAURANT, BUKIT JALIL.<br />
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having them in my life makes me feel BLESSED AND HAPPY.<br />
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makan sampai boroi kenyang gila . harga berbaloi dengan makanannnnn </div>
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rugi tau tak rasaaaa yang sedap meletup :D</div>
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TOTAL : sepuluh orang makan.</div>
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this is my second time going there so i tried another new menu Spaghetiii Bolognese Meatball.</div>
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dengan Pink Panther Special ( ayaq paling sedap !)</div>
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happy lala is happy. </div>
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with her nasi goreng chicken chop dan air 'fair lady'</div>
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nama minuman kat sana memang comel comel okey best dan sedap sangat hihi</div>
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ada yang order ' i kiss you' and ' i miss you'</div>
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yes. kat sini terkenal dengan makanan western yang berbaloi dan besar gilos pinggan </div>
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izza tika :)</div>
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thankyou so much Syida and Anis yang drive kan kami semua ke sana :)</div>
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God bless you all .</div>
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P/S : masa dekat surau fakulti, aku cerita ( gossip) dekat lala,anis and fadz pasai boyfriend Nora Danish---- sambil bukak instagram lepas tu LALA GELAK GELAK DAN GELAK dan cakap -- 'patut orang panggil hang Jemah la zirah, semua benda hang tau cara hang cakap macam Jemah betoi, semua gosip kat UKM pun hang tau jugak' okey okey FINE . how to get rid off this perangai lah :(</div>
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