i felt really guilty.
and a little bit selfish.
for the decision i have made.
i should be working.
as i am the eldest in the family.
helping father mother to find money.
and helping sisters brothers to give them money.
i felt really guilty.
for chasing my own dream.
without thinking the condition of surrounding.
am i the ever selfish person?
to God i am hoping.
to God i am praying.
to God i am seeking.
for the easiness and calmness.
please erase this feeling dear heart,
replace it with another good feeling especially POSITIVE.
sincerely,
ambitious-clueless-girl
